Someone make me productive!

Sunday, March 10, 2013

Ahhhhh... I've reached the point where I should be freaking out... but I'm not. I'm presenting tomorrow morning to my lab, then to my committee Tuesday. And I somehow can't get myself moving. I literally feel like I don't care. What. Is. Wrong. With. Me?

I have goofed off all day practically and somewhat yesterday. I reorganized the garage with TJ. For some reason, felt PMSy and slightly annoyed for no reason the whole day Saturday, so I got nothing done. Really. Nothing. Felt like it was okay to take a breather. Then today... same thing. Ugh.

My fitness is down for the last few days. I haven't worked out other than cleaning, so its not like I feel like I'm doing anything productive. I feel so indifferent and blasé about life that I am really starting to weird myself out.

I have no food plan for the week... no work plan for the week... no plan. I think I'm starting to get freaked out by the reality of having people in my house. The listing goes up on the MLS tomorrow, so theoretically people could start coming tomorrow if my broker has people lined up. I picked up after TJ left so that I would stop watching TV and feeling lazy. Only to get back on my laptop and goof off on the internet for like another 90 minutes... *facepalm.

Someone come slap me. Or better yet, freak me out to the point of productivity. I tried just spending 5 minutes working out to get myself going, but that didn't work. My office is officially turned into an office/workout space. Everything is in there all organized so I can use it as needed. My bike is set up. My treadmill is set up (and seriously so dusty it was depressing). The arm looks better again. The doc told me Friday to start stretching it, so I don't lock up my shoulder or let the skin get too tight (really after three months I finally hear that~!).

Ugh... everyone keeps telling me its going to be all right, the committee will let me graduate, but I just won't know until Tuesday afternoon. Perfect time for Shark Week to start right?! Sometimes I think mother nature is one sick bit*h.
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  • BRADMILL2922
    Good luck for Tuesday! I hope Monday went well for you!
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  • DB1167
    GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! emoticon
    1899 days ago
    OMG it's Shark Week?! I always forget about it until it's here!

    I'll be thinking about you today as you present! I know you'll do great!
    1899 days ago
  • EMMYLOU010409
    If you start doing things, time will go by quickly, means Tuesday afternoon will approach quicker, which means graduation will come quicker, and your arm will heal faster, and... uh, well, JUST MOVE! COME ON, GIRL! GO GO GO GO GO GO!
    1899 days ago
    We will be fine and both graduate in May!! Also, I need a kick in the ass too. I relaxed all weekend, even got a pedicure. Didn't write a word, and my cells may have died (ugh). I. Seriously. Need. To. Write.
    1899 days ago
    I'm in the exact same boat, right down to Shark Week. Kudos to you for having that much written! I have 1.5ish pages to go. Only problem is that my completed draft was due Friday. I've been in the same funk for the last week, except also with the desire to punch people in the face on occasion. After talking to some of my old colleagues, it sounds like it's just part of the thesising process.

    You will pull it together. You will present completed slides. And you've done the work, so you will graduate.

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    1899 days ago
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