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To my 2 teams the Pink Panthers and Groovy Geckos

Sunday, March 10, 2013

I know I have not been the best teammate, emoticon and I have no idea why, I really do Love being a part of both teams!!
I just need to get my mind focused again.

How do I ask???

It seems futile, I have no idea how anyone stays the course, I have lost 20 pounds and put it back on again!! I hate this!!

Though I am happy with myself, I know y'all are shaking your head at me, but really I am, because no one ever believes how much I weigh...
I am 5'7&1/2" I think it's about 188 or something

And with RA I know how much better I feel when I exercise so WHY DON'T I, I find myself asking myself this qestion over and over...

But here I am again Starting Over, well thankfully, I am Able to, when I had a baker's Cyst in both of my knees, and I could barely walk, by the way one busted!! Yeah not so much fun!! :o)
I promised myself I would walk everyday, well apparantly that did not happen. emoticon

Ok so thanx for listening, oh and by the way this is the way I talk tend to Ramble, my friend's all say it is hard to keep up with me, cuz I jump from topic to topic, so I do get a lot of head shaking and eye rolling but I just laugh, cuz that is what Gemini's are known for, Confusing, and I am very adept at doing that! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

So thanx for reading this.
I want to look good at the back of Our Harley with no bra fat hanging over!! LOL That is my goal!! I know it is vain, but I also tell people if I Had dentures No One and I mean No One would ever see me without them.
Just a little Too Much TMI!!
OK I done for now!! Have a wonderfully relaxing weekend!

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  • MARYBETH4884
    We all fall into habits! Some are good and some are not. You just need to choose those good habits. Spring is coming that should help with the exercise. Sunshine encourages people to get outside and move! It's also great that you are happy with yourself! That usually more than half the battle! Your "vain" desires are perfectly reasonable. So have fun and be happy, the details will work themselves out. Little changes can make a big difference over time. Thanks for being a Groovy Gecko, you are a great teammate!
    1872 days ago
  • SUCCESSN2018
    The important part is that you are starting over and not giving up. You know what you need to do and may just need a gentle nudge from your team mates to get you back on track. Keep your head up. You can do this!

    1872 days ago
  • KPACE7
    I wish losing weight was a perfect science. It is a human experience, that is why we need each other.

    Sometimes you have to focus on your successes and leave the failures behind. emoticon It does looks easy for everyone else, but it can't be. ( I get discouraged by how much time it takes from my life.)

    Hang in there. This journey is tough and full of speed bumps. emoticon emoticon
    1872 days ago
    Nope - not shaking my head at you!! We will all stand behind you and support you any way we can!! You can do this - keep starting over...don't ever give up!!! (((HUGS)))
    1872 days ago
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