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forever missing mom

Saturday, March 09, 2013

thursday was 7 years since my mother passed away suddenly and unexpectedly and i dont know if i'll ever get over it. 7 years. i feel like i should be alot further along than this but i still shut down and close myself off this time of year. i feel paralyzed to ask for support, i feel alone. i just dont want to hear another person say "im sorry" so i sit here by myself feeling sad and alone and wondering when i wont feel this way any longer. emoticon
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    1929 days ago
    There is no right or wrong way to grieve, no "should." I lost my daughter 31 years ago and I still miss her every day. You're processing it in your own way.
    1930 days ago
  • CAROL494
    Take care. emoticon
    1930 days ago
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