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Why Am I Starting Over (again)?

Friday, March 08, 2013

Today's run felt tired again, so I walked some to make it bearable. (see yesterday's entry - Bouncing Back).

Three years ago, I qualified for the Boston Marathon at Shamrock in Virginia Beach, running a 3:44 (26.2 miles) and placing 5th in the 40-44 women age group. Today, I was huffing and puffing, only running 1/10 of that distance, in an overall pace of 10:37.

I remember when I was so fit and fast 3 years ago. I had worked hard for a good 9 months and it paid off. I vowed to never lose this fitness level I had worked so hard to attain. Then, injury struck. I had a subluxed cuboid bone in my foot. I was not able to run for a good 6 months.

I *should* have cross-trained. I should have ridden a stationary bike and swum. (Elliptical bothered it.) Why didn't I do it? Why could I not envision the future and how much more frustrating it would be to have to start over again, than to simply do what I needed to do to get through a difficult time?

I've had to start over in so many other ways. Many times, I've stopped stretching, either because I'm pressed for time or I just don't like doing it. The result is always the same. Injury (which has ranged from mild to severe). I've stopped counting calories before. The result? The weight creeps back up and I can't fit in my pants. I've stopped my weekly cleaning routine and the house gets messy.

I need to remember that no matter how much of a pain something seems, or how I might rather be doing something else, I have to keep the future in sight and remember where I want to be.
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    Considering the other choice is NOT starting over and continuing to accept the status quo - laying there like a permanently deflated ball - let's both just start over.

    We've done it before and we can do it again. Sounds like I'm paraphrasing Battlestar Gallactica. I bet not too many people will get that reference.
    1869 days ago
  • KAB7801
    The main thing is you keep starting over. Congrats on all your accomplishment.
    1869 days ago
  • NEEDBU66
    There's nothing else to add to this but a shaking of the head in agreement.


    n there and done that.
    1870 days ago
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