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I need daylight savings time and sunshine.

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

I spin the wheel every day, and log my breakfast, and usually my lunch, and then I get stuck. My eating plan falls apart and I don't even bother to track it. I've been reading articles and blogs and enjoying being part of Sparkpeople, so the points I make doing these things makes it look like I'm achieving something. But I'm not. I'm getting close to moving to the next level, and I'll feel like a total fraud when I get there.

I've been in such a funk that I can't make myself exercise, or eat right, or anything else I should be doing around my house. And it shows in my waistline. I'm not unhappy, or sad, or depressed - just ??? Just - I don't wanna. I don't want to cook, I don't want to get on my treadmill, I don't want to go grocery shopping. I do want to read, and read, and read - so I am. I'm trying to figure out how to throw the switch back the other way. I'm hoping daylight savings time will help pull me up and "shed light" on a path I can follow. I know it will work itself out because it always does, and letting this go on is not even an option. I just didn't think this would last so long.

When I retire I just might have to spend half the year on this side of the equator, and half the year on the other side so I never have to endure the dark and cold that holds me in this lethargic state. A girl can dream can't she?
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  • ELSCO55
    I like the daylight, but it takes me a while to adapt to the time change. Love the Tulips.
    1904 days ago
    I know I do like day light too, and I am one of those that track most of the day, but not all of it, looks better on paper, not on the scale, but some does some good, so do not give up
    1914 days ago
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