continuing denial BE GONE
Sunday, February 24, 2013
This week I found myself in the hospital again, this time with pneumonia. I was in from Tuesday -Saturday. Had a boat load of antibiotics and medications that make my blood sugar go sky high. I am coming to terms with my situation. I have to eat right watch my sodium watch my sugar and carbs, be aware of exactly what I am doing. In one month from the first hospital stay I was drowning in my own water. I have to exercise. Right now I am grateful for Sparkpeople for the tools right here to use for free to blog my thoughts, feelings, ah ha moments. I continue to learn about my condition and I cannot deny anymore that heart failure is happening and I will die if I continue to let myself deny that I am in heart failure. I keep on telling myself
and now I need to make it so. No one else can do it for me. There is no easy way. No matter what I do it has to be a lifestyle change because my lifestyle right now is working to kill me.