Never Mind Dr. Phil, My life is mine to create.
Friday, February 22, 2013
That's it. I've had. Too much time has been lost on a poor pathetic woman. I don't have the power to change her though. I don't have the power to affect her sad twisted mind, but I do have the power to change mine.
In a weird way, once I really accepted the nature of a stalker and sat down and took actions to avoid her, my anxiety lifted. Once the anxiety lifted I could really see the situation from a different angle.I feel so sad for her, she is so out of control, she has no control over her actions.While I have control over mine. I have the power to change my habits to protect myself from her. She can't protect herself from herself, her worst enemy. I can work reduce the drama and not let it ruin my day. She however is caught in an endless theatre of her own making. I can do whatever is necessary to get healthy on my own ,with the support of family and friends. She, however, needs to be institutionalized, and she doesn't have the ability to do it herself.
A portion of my life is hiding from her right now, but most of my life is lovely and with hope. Hers is hopeless and broken. I am headed for a lighter healthier tomorrow and she is headed for jails and institutions.
My life, no matter what is mine.