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Who Am I

Friday, February 22, 2013

Who am I
Hello ,am Kelly Dee Wyatt a 44 year old mother of 5 boys who has been on a diet what I would say is forever .I have always been over weight, since i was 5 years old according to my doctor anyway , I can say I never had a flat belly in my life time ,not even as a child . Family members had a name for me and 2 of my cousin that I grew up with they called us "the 3 little pigs" ,
And when I think about it now I have to say it hurt even though they thought it was cute it was the way the family let us know we were fat kids , how ever the same family that called us names took us to buy candy and took us out for ice cream when I think about it all three of us still have weight issues . I would like to say I woke up one day and was fat I cant say that i can say I woke up everyday and found myself fatter then the day before and at sometime excepted that I would never be like my skinny friends and learned to be happy with my size threw high school anyway I was happy in my 12's and 14's both are called plus size so I guess that made me Plus Size, after high school I had my first son pushing me into a size 16 and then 18 over the years I would go from a 14 to a very large size 28 a 2x to a 4x when I was at my highest weight 384 lbs a 4x my kids use to tell their friends at school that I was their aunt ,they laugh about it now however back then it made me cry. I look back at the pics when I was bigger and thank God for the loss along the years but even now at a size 20 I still have to say I am fat and I have to change how I fell .I am often told I have a beautiful face every time I hear it my mind say's face that's it your Fat and you will always be Fat , I am going to keep telling myself I can be more then the fat Lady with the pretty face , some days it gets hard like today , I stepped on the scale and had gained a pound even though I have been working out , eating healthy , I gained weight and it pissed me off the old Kelly would be like forget this just know your fat and always will be , go eat something unhealthy and have a pity party . But today I look at myself in the mirror and say its a pound it wont set you back just keep going and it will fall off along with a few more . It may be slow but I have to keep going even on days like this emoticon
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    Baby steps, slow and steady - that's what gets you there and you seem to hve such a positive attitude about your journey. I'm so very proud of you for that. You have done the difficult part, you have made the commitment. The rest iss worth it, because YoU are. Don't ever forget that. You are special and worthy of being healthy to watch your boys marry and have your grands.
    1916 days ago
    You can get there. Your weight is not your destiny!
    1916 days ago
    Take it one step at a time: find healthy recipes and snacks that make you feel good. Find exercise that you love and want to do. Setbacks are merely bumps in the road.

    Think of your short term goals as obstacles in a course. You just keep going. If you have to stop and walk around one the first time you do the loop, maybe next time you can go over it!

    Move forward, not in anger, but with a purpose!

    1916 days ago
    You just hang in there and even though it is so hard please ignore what other people are saying and just listen to your inner voice that says "I can do this" Don't put too much Just be mindful of what you are putting in your mouth, be sure to write it all down and stay within you calorie range, and get in some exercise whenever you are able. You can do it!! I can see by your photos that you have been successful in the past. Just listen to your heart and your body and you will be successful again!! emoticon
    1916 days ago
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