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Sigh, the blues

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

I could really use a few victories right now.
Finanically, I'm just screwed. There is just not enough money to cover the bills every month.

Emotionally, it's the normal roller coaster I've been on for the last couple of years with my BF. NOW, it's all my fault that he doesn't have a family. All I asked for was that we live together first, minium. (that was 3 years ago) I sometimes wonder if I love him less or if I am finally getting over it. I've told him to F off or piss off several times in the last few weeks. He was being an ass.

As for my weight loss and fitness, that's taken a nose dive and I just can't get back into gear. I do well for a few days, then I just stop.

I'm just feeling beaten down and I want to give up. But I can't. I just needed to get this out, somewhere. Thanks guys.
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    I wish I had some astounding, life changing advice for you, but the best I can offer is a willing ear and some sympathy.
    1885 days ago
    I know what you mean. I'm trying to keep going, but it's hard to be motivated sometimes. I'm trying to celebrate my small victories-even if it's just ONE day on track you know. So you do the same. Celebrate every little thing.

    It will get better xoxo
    1886 days ago
    1886 days ago
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