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So when do i see it?

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Ok I know I have A LOT of weight to lose, but I wish it was visible to me already. I'm almost down 25 lbs and I just want to feel like I look thinner. I know it's hard when you are this heavy for it to be obvious for a while...but I just want to see it a little. I made a goal for myself that after February I would be down 25 lbs and I am .8 away from that...I'm excited about that. Just stay the course and keep moving :) It's probably good that it's not obvious yet because that seems to be when I start derailing or sabotaging myself. When someone used to say to me that they could tell I was losing weight...i put up a wall and started eating out of control again. This time is different...i am tired of being the fat one, tired of hiding behind these layers of fat. Bye bye bye.....going to spend my 50's Happy, Healthy and FIT

(down 4.2 this week)
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    Wow! 25 lbs in less than 2 months is amazing! I started on January 1st and I am down 7.5 lbs. You should be really proud of yourself! I know sometimes it is hard to see it because we are so critical of ourselves, but you must have clothes that are getting too big. I like the visual of the pound of fat! emoticon
    1887 days ago
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