mind isn't in a healthy place right now

Monday, February 11, 2013

I've been dealing with a lot , but this severe pain is really bringing me down to a level that I've never quite been before and then add in everything going on with my dad and so many other stress factors and my mind isn't in a great place.
Imagine spending your life every single day in pain and dealing with it best you can and trying not to complain to your partner and holding it in only to blog about it ( I write about it in a blog just to get it off of my chest and get it out of my system) and then the pain gets so severe, I mean I deal with pain everyday of my life but with this weather so crazy the pain is so unbearable sometimes I think why did I even wake up today only to be in more pain?
My life feels like a sick joke someone has played on me, honestly I'm not sure I can even take it anymore. I use to be so full of life and then I got bit by a tick and my whole life changed for the worse! I feel like someone took a cupie doll of me and just stuck a bunch of pins in it and just left it like that.
How can I ever be happy when I'm dealing with so much pain all the time, it's just not fair... emoticon
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    I hop e you find a solution soon and get better!!
    1928 days ago
  • MARYBETH4884
    Go ahead and vent! We understand! You will push through this pain. The weather will turn warmer and the stress factors in your life will ease and then change to new ones or old ones will resurface! We are hear to listen, understand and hopefully comfort and support you! Hold tight to your family and pray! Tomorrow is a new day! emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1928 days ago

    I hope you're feeling a bit better today. The weather has been improving. it's really nice out today and will be for the next couple of days. Hopefully, that will help ease your pain a bit.

    1928 days ago
    so sorry to read you're going through this. Pat
    1929 days ago
    HUgs and you are right it sure isn't fair, and you come blog all you want. I feel like my pain is nothing compared to what you have daily and I blog about it. lol HUGS and wish the weather would settle so you can feel a bit better. If I had a magic wand I would make you and your son both feel better, and make the bullying go away too.
    1929 days ago
  • CHERYLL1949
    I'm so sorry. I hope you get to feeling better real soon! emoticon
    1929 days ago
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