Thursday, February 07, 2013
I find it so amazing that I can feel like such a huge, fat, ugly blob when I am eating bad and not working out. And yet, feel smaller, happier, healthier, more energetic and just generally better when I am staying within my calorie allowance and working out pretty consistently. Why then do I ever not want to keep up with this lifestyle change....clearly the perks outweigh the negatives. I am still heavier than I want to be...I remember feeling SO huge at 180 and now I would do ANYTHING to get back there...it is all in perspective, but let me tell you, this time I WILL be HAPPY about every accomplishment and I will REVEL in this feeling of happiness and healthiness!!! We have been given a good life and I am planning on living it!!!