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Day 7... Horrible Day!

Wednesday, February 06, 2013

Today was just plain horrible. I asked my husband to run to the store for me because it was way too cold to take the baby out and God forbid he sat with her alone. Anywho, all I asked for was chicken cutlets, eggs, and a bagged salad. What he came home with was eggs, chicken breast (which was fine... I can work with that), bagged salad, and 2 packs of cookies. I nearly cried. I asked him why would he bring something like that in the house. Especially knowing that I am trying to loose the baby weight. He turned the whole thing around and said that I would have been made at him if he didn't bring any cookies home. I mean really. I just don't get it. I have this feeling like he wants me to fail. I just is driving me crazy. I have to get blood work and a chest xray to be cleared by the doctor to join the gym. I don't drive so I need him to take me to get all this running around done. Do you think that he has taken me? Nope! He changed his hours to spend more time with me and his daughter and yet on his days off he is playing video games. I just don't know what to do with him.

The to top it all off because I was mad and hurt what did I do. Sat on the couch and read my book and ate more then half a pack of cookies. I just can't be trusted.

I have to look at it this way. I can't beat myself up. Tomorrow is a new day. I have to remind myself that. Today is over and it's ok to start fresh tomorrow. I'm also going to try to work out earlier in the morning (praying my daughter takes her nap). Let's see what happens. Remember tomorrow is a new day!

P.S. I think I'm going to make my husband buy me the FitBit One since he ticked me off. What do you think? Too much??

Good Night All!!!
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    emoticon Tomorrow is a new day and we all have those moments, just remember, they are only moments, not your entire life. just a moment which is nothing in comparison to your entire life, right? Yep,, you can do it!! You are so worth it!! Hugs to you!
    1961 days ago
  • _SARIE_
    It takes a lot to find the will power. Every little bit counts - at least it was half a pack and not the full pack this time. Maybe if it happens again it will be less. Maybe it won't happen again. Keep working at it, this doesn't mean you're off the bandwagon. Good luck with the clearance from your dr!
    1961 days ago
    I like how even though all that happened, you are still making a commitment to do something tomorrow...obviously, we're going to have a few more cookies than we should, even when we shouldn't, and even if it wasn't your doing, but the whole exercise is a learning curve, for you and your husband. I've been in your place before, but I've learned that I'm accountable for myself and my actions, and my biggest achievement is the ability to plan - exercises, food, eating what and when. You can do these too, and the best thing is that the more you do it, the more you get used to it and the more you tend to stick to it - but the last month - I fell off the wagon, but now I'm back on, and that's what matters. You keep on doing what you are doing, you're going to lose the weight, and we're all here to help you along, to support and cheer you all the way!
    1961 days ago
  • LWLAR7
    Some days will be bad, just a part of life.
    1961 days ago
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