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Surrendering To Anger

Tuesday, February 05, 2013

This is what I did last night and in the process I ended up trying to eat my way to a better place. Oh I know better then to do that, but I was so not happy last night. I really don't want to go into details. It's just something hubby and I will have to work out. emoticon

But over eating on the Skinny Cow candy is not the answer. I'm back on track today although I'm really tired after a rather sleepless night. It was almost like...revenge...eating. Like OK hubby...I love you but you've pissed me off so take THAT as I stuffed more chocolate into my mouth. I know the only one that this hurts is me. So today I'm going to try to put it behind me and move forward. I know things will work out and that this is just a bump in the road for us. Because really..when it comes down to it.....I love my husband and can not image a life without him. emoticon

Now on to some more mundane things. My weight was back down to what it was before Super Bowl Sunday. emoticon Dinner was bit heavy last night though. We had steaks. I did my work out today, in fact I was able to go almost a full hour. Normally I can only get 50 or mins in, since I really need to be back to my desk about 1. Today I was able to get a head start so could go longer. emoticon

Dinner tonight is ham. I'll do some frozen hashbrowns for me and rice for hubby. Maybe a veggie too.

So that's it for today. I'm going walking at last break so I'm doing this a bit early.

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  • 123ELAINE456
    Relationships have there Good and Bad Times. Sounds like Your Husband and You have a very Good All Around Workable Relationship. You will be able to work it out all though it may take a little while. This soon will pass and things will get a whole lot better. So hang in there. We all have stress eating at times. Don't worry about it. You are back on track and that is what counts. You are doing Great with Your Exercises. And Your Weight is Fine too. Hope You have a Much Better Rest of the Week. God Blessings to You and Everyone. Have a Super Nice Day. Take Care. Hugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    1902 days ago
    Stress eating. That's what I was doing with all those pvc's happening all the time. Sometimes, as much as we know we shouldn't, it's the only way we seem to be able to calm down.They call stuff comfort food for a reason. I don't keep it around anymore. If I'm starving I HAVE to resort to an apple or an orange. Sometimes, though, I think that backfires because when I'm out of here and I get within grabbing range of something I like, it's no holds barred! Well, it used to be. I've gotten better and better about that in the last year. We just have to keep our eye on the ball, eh? Sorry you're sailing in rough waters at the moment. Been there, done that. Just keep your life jacket handy! emoticon Hugs, Calen~
    1903 days ago
    I would have put the chocolate on the wall by his picture and thrown darts at them both lol. I am not nice when I get mad.
    1903 days ago
  • LRB444
    Ugh! I hate those nights with the hubby. The good thing is that anyone who is in a great relationship will tell ya...arguing couples is better than couples who don't argue.

    Hang in there...there is ALWAYS light at the end of the tunnel. If you have a hard time feeling that there is light, then close your eyes and remember the good times you have had with him. It really helps.

    Best of luck tonight.
    1903 days ago
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