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Life of a princess.....

Saturday, February 02, 2013

So today was bad...bad on calories, 873 over!! Bad on being made fun of in a restaurant...mean people are just mean! And bad for getting on to myself for being so "fat" yes I used the "f" (not the cuss word though) word today. Ugh...but here's a good day out of an ugly day....I have the kick in the butt to turn things around....I don't want to be made fun of anymore by things I can control! I will not let somebody else put me down because of something that I caused or seemed to cause! I will take control of my life and have the confidence in my own actions so if anybody were to put me down I know I am better then their laughter and jokes! I will make better choices to rise above stereo types and put downs! I am better then that! I know I am a child of God and I am special and I should live in a way that reflects it! Running to food is not living a life of a princess! I am one because my father is a king...he's the Lord of all! I should act like it! I just recently got done with a devotional I wrote about that we are the "sparkle" in God's eyes and beautiful because we are children of God a royal priesthood! Well I better act like it and eating too much and living a life of "shame" doesn't cut it! Mean people will always be around and I'll probably be made fun of even when I'm thinner but I will know that I have done all required of me to live a life pleasing to God and that's all that matters!! Right now is a new moment and I will choose a life of a princess not of a popper! What will you choose? emoticon
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  • DRKEYEZ820
    I am so sorry that you had to hear awful things about yourself. Your right, we control what can go into our mouths. Food taste good, but we have to sit there and think, does food taste better then being healthy? then being thin? Ultimately no it doesn't. I much rather be healthy. But were human, we will falter, so we need to get back up and keep fighting for US, our HEALTH! U can do this girl! I have faith in you, and so doesn't the lord. remember he wont throw things in our direction if he didn't think we could over come them. Have a blessed day girly!
    1905 days ago
  • JOYB19
    Do what you need to do to make a better life for YOURSELF, Princess!

    Mean people think it's funny to point out others who seem different than them, flawed in their opinion. After they're done putting you down for being overweight, they'll find another target - maybe someone who looks extremely underweight, or short, or sickly, or bald, or disabled...! They don't care about you or anyone else. They don't want to get to know you, or help you. What they do isn't about your problem - it's all about THEIR problem in thinking cruelty toward people who struggle with anything in life is a joke. Don't go into emotional eating mode because of idiots who you'd want nothing to do with, anyway. They're not even worth thinking twice about-they deserve absolutely no attention from your royal highness, at all ;)

    You're so young! Lose weight to feel good, and have fun adventures in a healthy body that can take you wherever you want to go. Mean people won't be able to even keep up with ya!

    Food is just another tool. Use it in a way that will help you meet your own goals.
    1905 days ago
  • BMELT2013
    It's amazing. People have a double standard. We all have unhealthy vices in our life. Our happens to be with eating.. I've seen people start loosing weight and all their friends start telling them to be careful not to lose to much. I think they are really just trying to justify their weight issues. Overweight is overweight. People need to stop pointing their fingers at others and realize it's a struggle just like smoking, drinking, drugs etc. I always wonder if it would be easier to stop drinking or smoking. With those you can put them out of your life. An alcoholic stays away from alcohol. But when your addicted to food you can't just say I'll never eat again. You can even try to keep healthy food around you. But when you go to those church gatherings or a friends house, they're there again. No one points to an alcoholic, drug addict, smoker, etc... and laughs. It's just wrong. Don't let it get you down, you can do it.
    1906 days ago
    Oh Tina, I'm so sorry that you had to go through that horrible feeling of being made fun of. I know that I have heard it too in the past and it really hurts. Just like you're saying, you're going to make this be a difference to you will do it. I know that for myself, alot of my incentive has been thinking of those mean people and just thinking of those times, has spurred me on to be more healthy with my choices. emoticon

    Karen emoticon
    1906 days ago
  • DULCINEA54935
    Since our heavenly Father is a King, you are most definitely a princess. Glad you are turning a negative into greater motivation for lifestyle changes.
    1906 days ago
    What wonderful lightbulbs for you!!!! Keep the faith and stay the course.

    1906 days ago
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