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The Breakup.

Friday, February 01, 2013

Well, it's over with Jeff. Normally this is the part where I would overanalyze every conversation and look and moment and try to figure out what I did wrong.

And that's just stupid.

There is definitely some reflection going on in my head, but this time is different in that I have absolutely no regrets. I did a lot of things differently this time, and that's for the better.

I was more open, more honest, more self assured, etc. than I think I have ever been in a relationship. It was weird timing to be in a relationship since I had so much going on in my life, but really when will there ever be a time where there isn't *something* going on?

I tried. I was me, nothing more, nothing less. It wasn't the right fit. So I ended it - really, it had been over for probably at least a month, but I took the bull by the horns and officially ended it.

I don't know exactly what happened, but I'm OK with that. I can't make someone like me, and I'm not going to change myself to make it happen.

Onward to bigger and better things.

And maybe awesomer, taller, darker, handsomer things. :)
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  • 3016DEBRA
    I Love your last sentence! May all your dreams come true emoticon emoticon
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  • HHB4181
    Sorry to hear that, but it just might be for the better. You seem to be handling it well, good for you! emoticon
    1907 days ago
    Well, first I want to say I am sorry. Ending any type of relationship is certainly a very hard thing to go through in life. Good for you for looking at the positive and knowing that you did everything you could and just also for continuing to be you.
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