An Honest Assessment
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Made some major progress on the spring cleaning yesterday. I am basically gutting my home, weeding my things, completely reorganizing and doing all the little touch up, updating it needs along the way. I live in 770 sq feet of condo so it's not as daunting as it sounds. My bathroom needs a complete remodel and I am gearing up for that.
I have decided to do the same thing with my life. I am going to leave my online dating profile dormant for the entire month of February and focus on me. I need to concentrate on my goals and losing my weight and men have become a distraction. I have all the tools I need, bought the Spark book and the cookbook and I have barely cracked them open.
I am at that place where I plateau. I have been here before and have never really gotten past this point. My issues are between my ears and I need to strip away all my crap and distractions and really sort myself out.
I write that with the knowledge I have been sorting myself out my entire adult life. I am really proud and happy of all that I have accomplished. I also know this sorting never really ends- there will always be room for improvement and refinement.
I'm ok with that. I love the inner journeys of self discovery. I love my hopelessly flawed self and I genuinely want to be the best possible version of myself. I want good health and vitality.
I hope I can meet someone who would like to share that journey with me. But for now I'm going solo with a little encouragement from my friends.
Big hug back- and thanks for the encouragement.