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Wednesday, January 30, 2013

WOW.........that's the only way I can explain today. As I sit here writing this I can feel the stress of today. I must admit that I don't handle stress very well. I never have. I tried to relax by taking a candle lit bubble bath. While I soaked in the tub I chatted with God. I was hoping that would help. I do know I was able to get things off my chest and I needed to do that. I do know that stress makes me tired and I am that. I must admit I am also tired of fighting for things I believe in are right. I bought an media player from Samsung and I had to send it in for repairs. Well to make a long story short I don't have my media player. Samsung won't send it back to me..........it' still not fixed.........and UPS says it came damaged. It was not damaged when I sent it. USP won't do anything either. These days my job is stressful too. I hate the politics of any job. I work for a church and even there they have politics. I am tired of fighting for what I believe is right and being told that I am wrong. Even at work I have that issue. Some times I believe that life is a loosing battle. I am tired of the war. I only say that because my whole life I have been judged for one thing or another. I thought that was God's job and no one Else's.... I wish people would leave me alone about my weight. I wish they would not look at me like I am a nut because I have mental illness. I do know that today has been frustrating and stressful. I do know that writing is a good choice for me. Much better than eating. I do know that God loves me. I do know that tomorrow will be a better day. I can take my aggressions out on a set of weights at weight lifting class. So now I am off for bed soon. The rest will do me good............
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    I'm sorry that you had such a stressful day, they can be so exhausting. At least it's over, and tomorrow can only be better.

    Also, that's awesome that you didn't turn to food as a coping mechanism!

    1965 days ago
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