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Monday… Do I have to go to work?...01.28.13

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

For some reason, I have no motivation to go to work. But alas, I must go. I think I’ll be able to power through it, but I just want it known that I don’t want to go.

My weightloss is still a mystery. I weighed in last Saturday at 264. Over the course of a few days I went up 6 pounds and have continued to stay there. I’m still not sure. I weighed everyday just for the sake of seeing. Saturday’s are my official weigh in day so that’s what I count.

I cried. I literally cried because I don’t know what is going on with my body. I know I couldn’t have gained 6 pounds in a few days. Now I’m being honest, my food intake hasn’t been the best. But I haven’t consumed enough calories and fat to gain 6 pounds over a few days.

So I cried. I was frustrated and upset because I have been putting in the work. I have been counting calories, measuring and weighing everything! I’ve been working out. I’m starting to run again. I never realized but I had missed it.

The old me would have given up. I would have been resigned and just said screw it. I’m destined to be fat. But I’m not taking that answer. I’m not happy about that answer. I am not destined to be fat. Not just fat, obese. I’m not going to be that anymore
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    emoticon it's ok to cry. I hate that the scale hasn't moved. But in all honesty it could be a lot of different things. Maybe something your eating isn't agreeing with your body. Just take a deep breath and you will win over this. Maybe you should only check the scale every other day, it's seems to be frustrating you. We can't be our self if we don't feel good about our self. I weigh in every Monday, yes sometimes during the week. Set yourself small goals to achieve everyday. The big picture was to much for me, small steps. Don't give in you will achieve your goal. emoticon emoticon keep a water bottle in your hand at all times. emoticon here's to no more tears, we are going to win. Judy
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