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70 Days of ME day 47

Saturday, January 26, 2013

Today has been a rough day. The first 45-60min of the day were ok, but soon after that I was told that my car is 2 seconds away from death. I was hoping to have my school loans paid off by June or July, but with having to buy a car now, that won't happen unless someone decides to mail me a check or I get booked up for dog sitting jobs for the next few months. :( Then, I had a bridal shower. I started off good with a plate full of fruit and veggies with just a little of the yummy chicken stuff and one dessert...but that soon changed when I was still hungry and decided to get a little more chicken...and then a little more dessert. But, I don't think I did too bad with that. My problem came later tonight. We got home from the bridal shower and my dad told me that I need to start looking pretty seriously into another car. When my mom told me what was wrong with my car, I knew that meant I would be getting a "new" car this year, but when my dad told me this needs to happen ASAP, it was a bit of a shock and instantly wanted to cry. I tried being good at dinner, but when I went to let out some dogs that I'm watching for the weekend after dinner, I ate 5 of the fun size chocolates they had left out for me. :( I can almost guarantee that I won't hit my 100lb mark by Monday, and maybe not even by the end of January with how defeated I am feeling right now. And as much as I know a good workout would make me feel better, I am forgoing that tonight and heading to bed early in hopes of forgetting today's bad news and waking up for an early workout before church. As much as I am still seeing myself as the beautiful person God made me, today I am also seeing someone who Satan is working hard to crush. This must mean I'm doing something right lol, but I'm so ready for a vacation and a little good news. :(
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  • KMM1123
    Sorry to hear about your bad day.


    On the plus side you got it all out in one day. Crazy stuff happens and yesterday they all just piled on for you. But get your good night's sleep in and then do that workout you were talking about. There's nothing you can do about what's happened. All you can do is control how it will affect you.

    Good luck on hitting your 100 pounds lost - that would be super duper awesome. You can do it!
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