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Boot Camp ROCKS!

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

We had 18 people at Boot Camp last night..... it was so hard and so fun....would never do on my own what Surf pushes us to do there.
It was the coldest Boot Camp and the most amount of people showed up....perhaps their New Years resolutions kicking into gear ;-) There was so much good energy....and grunts and moans ;-)

I want to thank those who sent me hugs and support when I asked for it yesterday. I'm learning to ASK for help when I need's always been hard for me. The independent, strong one.... it's just always been hard. But I think that's why I have a hard time dropping my weight. I have a tendency to think I can just do it all on my own....after dieting and keeping those 'diets' secret since I was 13 years's a very bad habit.....and a hard one to break.

SO I am finally putting my self OUT THERE.... I live by the motto LET GO, LET GOD but not when it comes to my weight....why is that? hmmmmmm....well it's time to change that TODAY. Maybe I will discover more about myself and let more people help me.

HUGS to you all
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    There's so much in your blog that spoke to the "real" me that I don't know where to start. The whole not asking for help thing, the belief that independence means going it alone...we have to learn that it's not weak to ask for help because sometimes that takes even greater strength. "Let go and let God" is one of the sayings in AA that helped save my life one day at a time, but I couldn't, or didn't seem able to apply it to food... As you said, maybe the time to change that is now - TODAY. Thanks again for your thoughts and your perspective.
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    Hope your day has been a beautiful one!

    :) Gail
    1912 days ago
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