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Day 97- woof

Saturday, January 19, 2013

Woke up this morning not feeling all so hot. Probably something I ate yesterday, I'm pretty sure. Went and picked up our freggies from the Co-Op and came back home to get ready to go out in the ministry. By this time I was feeling a little worse but I went anyway, my service to Jehovah is extremely important to me. While out, I got a text from my aunt, my uncle who was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic and liver cancer, fell asleep in death this morning at 745am. He went down quickly which I think is a huge blessing. My aunt has been like my mother for the last couple of years, been with me through every step with my dad before he passed away last August. I held myself together until we were done with the ministry. On the way home though, all the feelings and emotions hit me like a ton of bricks, I never have really grieved for my dad. I still haven't, I kept myself in control when I got home. By this time, I was really feeling bad, wifey took the kids to grandmas for the night. I was suppose to go spent the evening with some of the brothers from the congregation, but then it hit like a mack truck and I lost everything I had put in my body. I also have a headache and am too afraid to try to put anything in my mouth. It's just me and my wittle Boo, and she is taking good care of me. I hope to feel better for meeting tomorrow, but I won't push it and get worse.

Have a good night!
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    1951 days ago
    I'm sorry for the loss of your uncle, Paul. And what a bad time for becoming ill, I do hope it isn't the flu. Do rest, let Tami take care of you and get better soon.
    1952 days ago
    Paul, I am so sorry. So glad your wife took the kids away. You probably have the flu and it won't help with the death. We are so fortunate we know and believe in the Resurrescion hope. You have a gem taking care of you through all this. She will help a lot as will the brothers and sisters but most of all Jehovah.
    1952 days ago
    emoticon I'm sorry about Uncle Claude and I'm sorry you are sick. I hope you feel better soon. Olive Juice
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