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Thursday, January 17, 2013

Day 15

I am so thankful for all the love and support my friends, family, co-workers, church friends, spark-friends, I am overwhelmed still by all the love and support. I truly wish I could see what you all saw in me a long time ago. But... so better NOW than Never.

I had debated about making Ben and Whitney videos of me so they had something (crazy thoughts) but now... I feel like I am really going to be ok and make it through this. Still one-day-at-a-time.

I was able to get a new therapist. I will start on Monday. He wants me to see him, a nutritionist, and my regular medical doctor. I am really looking forward to this and getting on with some healing.

Since Monday morning... my emotions have been mostly "in" check. I am feeling healthier and stronger. I added a little to my morning work-out today, and of course I obsessed about whether I was hungry / full. I usually have some carbs in the morning before I exercise. I didn't today, and I wondered if that's why I seemed "hungrier" all day. I still think it's in my crazy-head. So.... stupid and it really bothers me that I worry about it. But... duh... it's been only 15 days since really crazy eating.

I went and got my hair done tonight. Same old, same old... My hair-style really doesn't change much. I did add bangs a little while back. I mostly like them.

Overall... today was a pretty good day. I was so thankful for the texts and messages. They really do help me out a lot. Even random, silly texts and thoughts. I love that my brother still texts me his workouts and starts them out with Day 15 and reminds me how proud he is of me.

My children and school children are as sweet as ever. I reminded them we didn't have school on Monday and most of them moaned and wished we did have school (I have them brain-washed into thinking we are a pretty great class and that school is AWESOME).

Just feeling LOVED today. As it should always be right? I HOPE YOU are feeling LOVED too.

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    (((Netty))) thank you for sharing, even the crazy thoughts. You are a precious daughter of God!
    1976 days ago
    Netty, You are truly a beautiful person. You've inspired me in more ways than I can even admit to myself. Thank you for sharing your story. Day 15! You rock girl!!
    1976 days ago
    Beautiful photo!!!! Glad to see you are hanging in there my dear Netty!
    1977 days ago

    Maybe you can get a mani-pedi too?

    1977 days ago
    You are making GREAT progress, Netty! I love that you are taking charge of your health and finding professionals that are right for you!

    And you're so pretty! I love the new 'do! I haven't had a hair cut in 2 years and it looks it! :D
    1977 days ago
    What can I ROCK girlfriend! emoticon emoticon
    1977 days ago
    Day 15!!!! Woohoo!!!!!

    You are a beautiful woman, don't sell yourself short, EVER!!!!!

    Reprogramming takes didn't get here overnight, so be very proud of your 15 days! I am proud of you too, and I don't even know you other than SP!!!

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    1977 days ago
  • OJ_2_OK
    I love your new haircut and you are doing great! Stop with those thoughts. Ben and whitney are going to have their beautiful mother around for a long time.

    Also, i dont' think it was in your head. You're not crazy! You probably were hungry if you skipped out on your usual carbs and did extra working out today.

    I am proud of your day 15!!! keep up the great work!
    1977 days ago
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