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Hoping to Lose more weight soon

Thursday, January 17, 2013

I decided to post another blog because I have sat back and thought about my life and realized for the first time that I can do this weight loss journey with my head held high. I have always been told that I am fat and ugly and unable to lose the weight but to the people who told me this I say go and look in the mirror and see that you have no room to talk. This is 2 pictures of me that I did and I think there is a change in them.

The first one was taken 5 months ago and the second one was taken last night. To me I think I look good so far and if I want to lose the 100 lbs I will be getting my butt in gear and doing everything I can to lose it no matter if my legs tells me other wise or not. I have to lose the weight so my leg will heal more. I know it doesn't look like I lost any weight in the second picture but I did and its a total of 35 lbs gone so far.

I want this more then anything in the world and I have the motivation and determination to succeed. I am starting my new diet plan on Monday January 21 which marks the anniversary of my mother in laws death and I know that she would be proud of me if she was alive today.,

Man I am fat and ugly
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    You can see many on here that have started in worse shape than you and have totally changed their lives through healthy living. You should also see that they usually also gain a much healthier mental state along with their physical state. So YES, you will look, feel and think better the more you increase your health. So don't stop.

    As far as the fat and ugly part, there is clinical definitions for fat and that is why we are getting rid of it. But ugly is totally subjective. What is most important is that one works on their inner beauty since that will always come out. That said, I have to honestly say that there are so many men and women on here that have totally changed their outward appearance through weight loss, ST and healthy living. It is amazing how that extra fat and skin distorts what a person truly looks like. I know I have knocked off many years of my chronological age since I lost my extra 40 lbs. Others on here have turned into total beauty kings and queens. I am so proud of my fellow sparkers and what they have accomplished through hard work and good living.

    You can do it sweetie, just focus and keep the faith.
    1974 days ago
    WELL YOU ARE NOT FAT AND NOT UGY !!! you will percieve yourself this way cos you say it and think it. I see an overwt. woman that has done well, a huge diff in the pics and a beautiful smile.

    Look in the mirror even just a small hand mirror, overcome the feelings to pick yourself apart and look at that smile and say I love you. My hubby who has severe depression anxiety was given this as a lesson. I would hear him in the bathroom trying to say it, think it, then cry. But he said do it oftetn enough you can say it, the slowly believe it.
    HUGS and OMG I have to have my R knee done am on the waiting list with dr. Obrien in dartmouth.

    1978 days ago
    I can totally see a difference! You are doing emoticon ! Keep up the emoticon work!
    1980 days ago
    Oh my, I am so proud of you in getting that 35# off! emoticon emoticon And I can see a difference in you too! You look younger!! emoticon

    emoticon Karen emoticon
    1984 days ago
    emoticon I see a difference, and you are beautiful!
    1984 days ago
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