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Too Thin or Too Fat

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Okay, here is what's on my mind: When I was 40 I weighed 130 lbs. At 30 I was 130 lbs. Age 20 and below I got all the way to size "0"! I had to really search for that size back then and when I found something it wasn't cheap! Stress makes me not wanting to eat. It was hard for me to gain weight so when I was with my husband now he honestly force fed me, one bite at a time. Girls didn't like me because I was skinnier than them. What wasn't known was how hard it was and is to eat. If people only knew that once I hit 100 lbs. my weight would diminish quickly. So, if I could just be over 100 lbs I would gain a little or stay there. It sucked!! Now after girl surgery and lots of meds, I am way heavier than I have ever been and it's hard to eat again! Trying to drink the water is very filling but my calorie intake was higher than usual yesterday. I almost got to the calorie intake goal! I did plenty of exercising yesterday and after this I am starting for today. So I hope everyone has a nice day and has happy thoughts for today's goal emoticon
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