2013...full of motivation :)

Hey guys! It has been sooo long since I have written a blog...hence the awful weight gain. I dont know exactly how much because I dont have a scale at the moment, but I wouldn't be surprised if I am at my highest again :( it hurts me to type that. I could go on and on about how I can't believe I let myself do this and yadda yadda but Ive been there done that and juts need to move on.

SO, on to motivation :) I have my dreaded 10 year high school reunion this year, and as of right now I am probably about the same size as I was in high school. Which can be ok, but I'd much rather be thinner of course.

2nd motivation this year is a cruise :) I have decided I will finally go on the cruise I have been dreaming of for years. Im shooting for September of this year and I will be booking it as soon as I get my tax return :) and the boyfriend is going with me. So, time to get hot for the beach!

3rd is my best friend's wedding in which I will be a bridesmaid :) Im so excited for her and cant wait for the big day. But I dont want to be a big bridesmaid :( So, I will lose this weight! and fit into a cute smaller bridesmaid dress! and be confident in the pictures. '

There you go! my motivations for this coming year :) everyone kick my butt please! I have to do this! I will not let these events come and realize I did nothing to make myself happier and healthier. I am counting on Spark to get me there again!