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Yesterday was bust.

Wednesday, January 09, 2013

Talk about a loss of control! I know why. Well mostly. For some reason, despite the fact that I mentally reminded myself to go exercise, it didn't happen. Not the cycle, not the strength exercises. I just didn't.
I did a few errands. Made a bad lunch choice. Put the supper in the oven. Roast chicken, husbands choice as his BD was mon (i had to work) so I told him I'd cook anything he wanted. The supper was not overall a bad choice but I could have eaten less of the stuffing or forgone it all together.
Part of the "emotional" reasons were about a half hour before the bird was due out of the oven he called and said he'd be home late. There was a water main break at work. Ok.
He got home about a half hour late, ate and told me he was going back. Ok.
I have to admit a bit of resentment here. He works with his son. It's his son's business. He gets paid but not all that well. This extra time......unpaid. I understand it. I would have done the same. Didn't change how I felt. I work 3-11 4 eves a week. That gives us 3 eves a week together. That and weekends. Well, I work every other weekend so on those days we have the mornings. Consequently, if something gets in the way of what time we do have, I tend to not like it too much. We've had our ups and downs, especially the past decade or so. A couple of times we have come close to calling it quits. There are still issues. I know that getting a day job might help but despite dozens of interviews no offers have come through. Depressing and disappointing. I have wondered if ageism or wt prejudice have come into play with those decisions because I HAVE the qualifications.
Oh well, enough gripeing. Today will be better. I will MAKE it better. Better choices. Those are up to me.
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  • HEYRED221
    Tomorrow is a new day - don't look back. Hugs!

    1931 days ago
    there are days that we should never get out of bed . they start badly and finish just as badly . On those days the best thing you can do it to just bare with it and do what we all . complain to anyone that listens that life isnt fair and that it always happens to me . no i am kidding . we all know you do not do that . when i listen to my friends though i find for them this is true . I have been trying to avoid these people . they only bring you down and make you feel bad about your self .tomorrow is another day and so a fresh start so to speak .
    1931 days ago
  • NEPTUNE1939
    When you get that way, just walk! It's easy and gets your metabolism going. In bad weather I just do a race track pattern in the house, Earl emoticon emoticon
    1931 days ago
    We all have bad bad days, but the most important thing is to get back on the horse and keep going! Hang in there!
    1931 days ago
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