quick thought to myself
Wednesday, January 09, 2013
When I slipped away from sparkpeople for the 2-3 months, I really thought I gained every pound of weight back. Thats how gross I felt about myself. I felt the weight gain. Yes I gained a signifigant amount back of what i lost, but it was only half of what I had lost.
If I felt that bad, that heavy, that tired & slowed down with just half of that weight back.... It really opened my eyes to remember about how horrible it was when I weighed the full 333lbs, and back then I had no idea about Sparkpeople, no idea that diet and exercise WILL and CAN work for me, and that I had an end to my misery by educating and learning how to love myself. I was very very very bad off. I hated life, hated to go places, I hated so much.
I DONT ANYMORE!
This journey I have been on has taught me alot. I am thankful to be here, thankful for the sparkmembers & friends, and thankful to be on my way to the health and weight I will love.
Thankyou for reading, and happy Sparking.