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Need to vent

Tuesday, January 08, 2013

I try not to focus on the negative but here is the list:
1 my daughter is diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome, is autistic, dyslexic and has an anxiety disorder
2 my husband needs at least 4 surgeries with high blood pressure and high cholestetoral
3 neither are really doing all they can to get well very frustrating
4 we have to pay for our own insurance and we are living on my less then wonderful paycheck from my two jobs
5 We can not afford my husbands surgeries and only one very expensive insurance company will take him
6 job hunting is making me feel like such a loser, I can not even get a job interview.
7 I am overweight underemployed and feel so ugly and unhappy some days
8 I feel so alone facing all this alone
9 my dog will not stop itching, tried hair cut, differant dog shampook homemade dog shampoo changing diet, antibotics, ear washes,ear tea tree oil poor baby still itches
ok now for the good new:
1 my daughter is amazing and is working her butt off and even taking an online college course we have a diagnosis now and a course of treatment to try after seven months of tring to find answers
2 my husband is doing everything he can to keep the household going and care for our daughter
3I do have a job a lot of people do not even have that
4 we may if we use all our savings hopefully get my husband the surgeries
5 we have a roof over our heads and food on the table and even lots of fun
6 I have a church family that feel like a real family
7I live in America!
8I do have my health and I do know how to get healthier, this site has helped with that
9life is good, every day above ground is a good day and I do have family a blessing
10 I do love life and find some joy in every day

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Member Comments About This Blog Post
    Good to let it out now and again. Even better to be simultaneously cognizant of what is good in your life. Nice balance, even if the negatives might outweigh the good on occasion.

    Ever think about using this site and its denizens to combat negative #8? Virtual peeps might not be as good as real one, but they beat none at all by a long shot.
    2161 days ago
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