January 8 2013

Tuesday, January 08, 2013

On January 2 2012, I lost my father suddenly. It was the worst thing that ever happend to me. Especially since my wedding was just 5 months away and he was getting so excited for it. I felt so lost and did not want to do anything. I moved in with my mom to help her pay bills. Soon after his death, his mother decided that she wanted his house back and we had to get out. I was being evicted and sued by my own grandmother. I hired a lawyer. Quickly everything turned into anger and depression. I was using emotional eating as the way to make it through the days. On may 26 2012 i married the love of my life. But due to a horrible work schedule and the stress of a pending lawsuit, my weight has gone up. As of today I am 184 pounds. I encounter constant comments from coworkers about my weight and I have the lingering sadness about my dad. I am still living with my mom and waiting for my life to begin as I wait for our court case to begin and finish. I WILL NOT LET THESE PEOPLE CONTROL MY LIFE. I WILL LOSE THIS WEIGHT.
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    I am sorry for your loss and for the frustration and trauma you suffered afterward - but you're right that you're in control of your life! Love yourself enough to give yourself the very best and take the best care of yourself physically, emotionally, and spiritually; you will never regret it. emoticon
    1964 days ago
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    What a tragedy. I am sorry for your loss. emoticon
    1964 days ago
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