Landslide of 2012
Monday, January 07, 2013
So disappointed in myself. There I said, and now it is in the past and I am moving forward!!!!
In 2011 I lost the last 30 lbs to my 60 lbs goal. And then I lost three more for a total 2011 loss of 33 lbs. I reached my 135 lb goal weight on Thanksgiving 2011. One year later, what did I way 162 lbs. Not good!!!! 2012 was a roller coaster not just for my weight, but also my life.
In the first three months of the year I gained 10lbs. Very stressful class, a death, and family health issues. Then I struggled to maintain that 10lbs until September. Then the true landslide began. I gained 30lbs from Sept to New years.
I struggled all year with staying consistent and keeping my motivation. And each time I feel off the horse I gained a little more back then I did the time before. And it just gotten plain out of control. I can no longer squeeze into the cloths I purchased at the end of 2011. Enough is enough. I am not buying new cloths again.
I became so overwhelmed with spending two hours each Sunday to portion and prep my breakfast, snack, and lunches for the week. My weekends are so hectic as it is, to squeeze that time in became to much. And I became overwhelmed with planning dinner and cooking dinner all the time. Always trying to come up with new ideas. Working out and eating healthy became a burden and a stressor. So I stopped both :(
On Dec 31st I was 40.6lbs away from my goal. It is time to get this train moving again!!! Ready to be fit in 2013!!!!
Have a 5K scheduled for April 13th.