Emotional Rollercoaster sigh

Monday, January 07, 2013

Hooo boy where to begin??? Last month dec 2012 -- challenged me to keep my emotional eqiumerbuillium in balance two incidents: sandy hook shooting and ma recurring health issues .
The sandy hook shooting affected me because I lost my sister many years ago to murder so I feel the loss for the family and friends who lost their loved ones. I didn't write for a while so gradually my moods and writing coming back emoticon
However this medical crisis driving me CRAZY because my mother tends to dismiss or ignore them until hospital time. She has a unterary tract infection anxiety sky high unpredictable b pressure, sometimes for get take it which is a thundering pain in the****** .

let's see oh yes three weeks ago afib landed her Hospital few hours stay doctor visit ok then later on last weekend had anxiety pacing , chest neck pain bp 192- Hospital time stayed there few days flunked stress test agionogram ( see your atrtires clear no operation whew) docs think angina attack or gasinteral or breathing..,check these later) ok she home few days later she gets a Freeacking Rash on her legs on the dye she allerotic to ( she told them) go to hospital for few hours that was 4 days ago- no wonder I'm emotional wreck oh did I mention that ma semi depressed too!!!!

EiyiyiiiiiiiiI I'm snooks wonder if crisis gonna land on us ruining my week!!!!! Goons have to write a letter to couple of family member who is clueless on this situation I need help from them sorry this is long .... Any suggestions would be appreciated going to read books a for while NOT a happy camper !!! emoticon emoticon
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    I understand how difficult it is to deal with being a caregiver...I wish there were words to heal...but I will send you many hugs and prayers that you might have help from family to decrease your stress and blogging is good.... emoticon
    2204 days ago
    2212 days ago
    Thanks to evryone who gave me support and visited my blog during this time. emoticon
    2222 days ago
    I feel for you. I have been dealing with my dad the past month as well. Need to blog about it myself, as it looks like today things are changing for the better. Or at least to be a bit more controlled until the end comes.

    Books? I have so many to read, and need a safe place to cuddle up and read them.


    2230 days ago
    emoticon are on the way!!!
    Hang in there - emoticon
    2232 days ago
    2232 days ago
    emoticon for Blogging...it helps you to vent your frustrations emoticon
    May I add your name to my prayer card and pray for you and your Mother?
    2233 days ago
  • MOGAL1946
    Thinking of you & sending hugs your way. May 2013 be a better year for you. emoticon
    2233 days ago
    You are handling it, believe or not. You are writing about it, talking about it, reaching out, plus doing some of your hobbies. Life at times is full of stress and all we can do is take it one day at the time. Enjoy the outdoors when you can for a short walk, watch funny shows/movies with your family. You are doing great. emoticon Love, Chelsea
    2233 days ago
    Sending a hug! And, remember you can't control others and events around you, just the way that you respond to it. Try to not let things bother you so much. Wishing you the very best!
    2233 days ago
  • no profile photo BOBBIENORTHERN1
    That's life, some times up...sometimes down....it is all up to you how you take the good with the bad...keep on living life to the fullest and at least you still have your mom with you.
    2233 days ago
    it's good that you have decided to include other family members. you should not be handling this alone. i hope they come through for you. i know how important family support is.
    2234 days ago
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