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Sunday, January 06, 2013

Today is Sunday, January 6, 2013.
I am having a happy good day so far. the last few days I have been going through depression and doing some heavy crying. I can't understand where it is coming from. The kids are doing well and that makes me happy. My oldest cat who is close to 10 years old is going blind, that does not lift my spirits up at all. someone said it could be the weather, its cold and snowy. I am trying to be happy but something in my life is missing. I been praying to Hashem and I know He hears me, He has always been my strength, and always will be. My body is in pain so much of the time and the Doctors keep changing my medication. it could be the changing in medication that is making me depressed.. I have some really cool awesome spark friends who are always there for me and have great encouraging words for me. I thank you all. I lose weight then gain it back. its way to depressing. I long to be where I use to be when I was younger or at least close to it. during this season I seem to cry for my Abba and Ima, { Father and Mother. } they been gone for few years but I still miss them so much. I am praying that things get better and the depression will leave and there will be happy days again for me. someone told me things will get better. I am going to try to soar like an eagle and fly high..blessings to all my friends. emoticon
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    Thank you. yes I am going to keep pushing.. thanks for the encourageing words.
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