Day 2- I am here
Saturday, January 05, 2013
After getting rather shocking news about the possible job and damage from my ex-boss yesterday, ya think after a day I'd have gone back to my emotional eating damage that I do to myself.... I'm working hard to not let that happen. I have to think of this in terms that God is allowing this to happen because he has a new path for me. (I'm a born again Christian)
I wake up this morning and get dumped on by a friend, who I don't know if they will be a friend any longer. I think I'm just done with some situations. I'm not here to drag people along with me, and I'm not going to go out when I'm upset and hurt and go spend your hard earned money that I cannot repay in any way shape or form right now... I tell you some dark details and you want to accuse me of shutting you out, well fine. Here it goes.. I struggle with people who want to "dictate" my life to their's. I am a different kind of person. When I'm hurt, angry and struggling with depression I cannot and will not be around others when I cannot handle social interactions. Apparently though, they just don't want to understand it and I'm tired of explaining it.
Sooo today, I'm on the job hunt, going downstairs to juice in a moment and today is going to be a better day. God's got a plan and I'm going to follow whatever that is.