Wednesday, January 02, 2013
I've never been more determined. I will lose weight this year!. I've always been the kinda person who needs a goal. Something to push for, a reason to lose weight. Now I have one. I realized that the week of my wedding and even the day is gonna be a moment where alot of people are gonna see me again after years. Which means not only will they see me possibly for the first time ever in a wedding dress but hopefully for the first time in 10 years alot skinnier than I have ever been. And that's a huge push all in it's own. I stopped drinking pop.. well not completely but it's not in our house and will not be my first choice for a drink. I know I will never cut it out completely cuz when we drink alcohol it's the mix and when we go out to restaurants it'll probably accompany it. But I'm fine with that cuz then it'll be a treat and not something I'm drinking daily.
I feel like a new person already. Tracking and weighing and keeping track of measurements is exciting to me this time around cuz I feel like I have such a crazy amount of determination. Don't get me wrong. I know this will be a struggle but I'm going to fight tooth and nail to be rid of this weight. I can't wait to knock em over with how fabulous I'm gonna look on my wedding day!