New year New Me.

Tuesday, January 01, 2013

Well I have just returned from a lovely trip to the beach. A place called Nelson Bay, it is a beautiful part of the world and my mum lives there also. We spent our days on the beach, swimming, snorkeling and relaxing although I wasn't as relaxed as I could have been. I promise myself each year that I never want to feel like this again but alas I let myself down each year. I was so self conscious and really intimidated. I AM FATand this holds me back. My hubby even took me to a beach because he thought I would like it better as there weren't so many people around. I actually asked my son to take a photo so I can hang it on the fridge. I'm hideous. And no I'm not being harsh on myself, I weighed myself and I'm the heaviest I have EVER been. Heavier than when I was full term with each of my pregnancies. It is NOT me. I'm not this girl I'm a gorgeous vibrant stylish woman inside this body.
So I made a call and I have ordered myself lite and easy. I need to do it this was so that I see results, learn portion sizes and get an idea of the meals I can be making. I am getting 5 days worth of food delivered so I will have to prepare meals two of those days. I'm going to give it a real go. I need to lose 20 kilos. I want to be 59 kilos. That would bey ultimate goal but I will see what happens as I will be weight and resistance training as well as eating the lite and easy meals. I can't always rely on those damn scales. So I will settle for fitting a size 8-10 pants (us 6-8). I can't do this any more. OH android incentive, we are off to FIJI in July. So I'm on it. In seven months I will be at my goal and swimming at any beach I want, flaunting my hot new body. I can't wait.
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    Good luck!
    2300 days ago
    Happy New Year! I'm the heaviest I've ever been too - I can't believe it - and I'm getting back on track with the new year. Fiji is a great incentive! I went there on my way back home after my 1st trip to the US. I did it very budget-style but it was still gorgeous.
    2301 days ago
    good luck, I sometimes buy the products in the major shops here like lean crusine, healthy choice and weight watchers, But I always check the nutrition table on the back as some of these have way too high of sodium for me.
    2301 days ago
  • 1DRWOMAN never have to see that number ever again and now ya know where you are! Now look forward with excitement and anticipation! You can do this! If you need anything, just let me sound like you're from NZ or AU...I live in NZ :)
    You are gorgeous...lets make this our year to make heads turn on the beach next year! :) xo Patty
    2301 days ago
    You can't be that bad as you are lighter than I was when I started. I was 88.7 and now down to 74 with 2klios to go.

    Giver yourself a chance and you can do it. Good luck and a Happy New Year

    2301 days ago
    Good luck to you. I have lost 56 lbs since April. I know you can reach those goals. Glenn
    2301 days ago
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