Life trama...feeling held back and made a bad decision
Thursday, December 27, 2012
So tonight I've encountered a very bad situation with an abusive alcoholic partner. I tried very hard to have a good day, I got a little dressed up this morning because I was feeling prettier due to my intense workout last night. My work day went by fast. I denied a movie invitation to study for school ( since I've recently grasped the fact of no pain no gain) , then I face the biggest stress factor in my life. I know that this isn't the place to post my life problems but due to the situation I face, I over ate and felt it necessary to indulge in dessert. There goes day 1. I know isn't stupid but the first thing that comes to mind is who e,se will love fat me? I don't feel good about myself or my situation which makes me think I'm all around worthless. Sad I know. Yet another fail to add to my list.