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Merry Christmas Spark Friends!

Monday, December 24, 2012

Yes, I am aware of the reason for the season. I know what we are celebrating. I know where my mom is and that she is rejoicing with loved ones. Still, I am sad. I miss her. I'm mad at God. But, it will all be OK.

On a lighter note I do want to wish each and every Spark friend who celebrates Christmas a happy and joyous one! I know I am late for Hanukah wishes, but a happy belated to those who celebrate hanukah! Happy early Kwanza to those who may celebrate Kwanza. I honestly don't know anyone who does. Well, except for my city. A city of churches, Christian churches, and they decide no Christmas celebration this year, but a Kwanza celebration. We have a large African American population, but none of the black people I know celebrate Kwanza. Oh well, there I go off on a tangent once again. My mind tends to do that alot these days! Whatever holiday you celebrate, even if it is none, I wish you a Merry, jolly time!

I'm trying. I really am. Thank you all for always being there and for sharing words of strength, comfort and joy! My Spark friends are like Christmas in a box.... An electronic box! Thanks!
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    Love you Melissa!
    1972 days ago
    Merry Christmas! Your faith will get you through
    1973 days ago
    You are doing wonderful! This is very difficult situation for you. Just know we understand. don't rush yourself.
    1973 days ago
    Merry Christmas to you, Anthony, your father and nephew!!! It is going to be difficult but you will get through it!!!!

    1974 days ago
    Melissa, you can't hurry what you're going through. You're doing your best!

    Your Twin
    1974 days ago
    I understand very well how you're feeling. I remember all to well how angry I felt that everyone around me was going on with their lives, while I was heartbroken.

    It's okay to be sad, but try to think of a happy memory of Christmas with your mom. That will help you get through these next days a little easier. Maybe you have a funny story about her. I'd love to hear it, if you feel like sharing.

    You're in my thoughts, my friend. (hugs)

    1974 days ago
  • PJ2222
    Merry Christmas to All and God Bless you and yours!
    1974 days ago

    Comment edited on: 12/24/2012 12:03:30 PM
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