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Christmas Miracle....

Monday, December 24, 2012

Many things are weighing heavy on my mind and this week I MUST make strides of improvement. I have until the 27th to improve from my last weekly review or I will be denied further coverage.

I am at that point of plateauing - but not from lack of trying. Each day I push myself to the brink, shaking uncontrollably from the pain in my legs - fighting to get beyond my last "record breaking day".

They say that my case is unique and in the beginning of my stay, they ALL said that I WOULD WALK. They no longer talk this way and wondering if they have lost hope?

Since last Thursday, when I attended my Care Conference - I get a feeling that they have lost hope in me, otherwise - why would they suggest that I transfer to Long Term Care?

Feelings of being put between a rock and a hard spot is part of every day....yet if they continue to ignore the issues of my Lymphedema, Osteo Arthritis in knee joints, and Tendonitis...then perhaps it is time to move elsewhere.

Monday, Wednesday and Thursday will be FULL days of therapy. Christmas day will be a shortened version of therapy. Although today (Sunday) should have been a shortened day, I had two sessions of 40 minutes each - in OT and PT. Perhaps it's their way of trying to extend my stay to try to include a stand of endurance...

Or do I just need a Christmas Miracle?
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    God does indeed perform miracles everyday. He will make sure that you are exactly where you need to be at any given time. I am praying for improvement for you. Keep up the good fight. DO NOT GIVE UP!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!! If you aren't in the right place for you at this time, God will let you know where you need to be.
    Blessings, hugs and prayers,
    2276 days ago
    You're in my prayers. Love ya emoticon
    2278 days ago
    You know that miracles do happen, so why not call for a Christmas miracle now? Don't lose that hope. You are a fighter!
    2279 days ago
  • SAL1512
    Praying for improvement!
    Sally emoticon
    2279 days ago
    Miracles happen everyday....I will pray for you.
    Keep the faith !
    2279 days ago
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    Good luck
    2279 days ago
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