Thursday, December 20, 2012
This is the state i am in currently. Sometimes the only way to get through to myself is being raw and brutal. The weight has got to go. How can i feel so good about graduating and feel so horrible about the way i perceive my body. i have a lover and yet i don't want to take my clothes off because i don't feel sexy, pretty or anything close to sensual. They beg to differ, but MY perception is the one that ultimately counts right?
So a change must come.