Thursday, December 20, 2012

This is the state i am in currently. Sometimes the only way to get through to myself is being raw and brutal. The weight has got to go. How can i feel so good about graduating and feel so horrible about the way i perceive my body. i have a lover and yet i don't want to take my clothes off because i don't feel sexy, pretty or anything close to sensual. They beg to differ, but MY perception is the one that ultimately counts right?

So a change must come.

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    I love your commitment and bravery. 2013 is going to be an amazing year for you and me! The resove is there!
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  • SPARKLE1908
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  • EBBY1963
    Actually years ago when i first came to SP another Sparker (Teenyne) did something similar but with photos of herself. I found that to be very brave, honest and raw, yet highly motivating. Works much the same way an unflattering photo on the fridge can work. to remind us of what we know we have to do.


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  • SBEYER225
    Thanks for sharing this. There are probably so many of us that had an epiphany last night as I got back on to SP and was checking out SparkCoach at midnight. I was thinking about how badly I've been eating and how the food I've been eating has affected my health. You are very brave to do this video. Good luck on your journey! emoticon
    2460 days ago
    couldnt load the video... be kind to yourself... emoticon
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