I will never catch up
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
Hi my spark friends... it seems since forever since I reached out and touched some of you.
I am so crazy busy with school and my parents... I will never catch up..so sorry!
Mom had surgery Nov 1 and is just now getting more independent. I LOST my mind in the last month! I love taking care of my parents - I have been helping them for 20 years... but when they are both down and unable to do anything - I completely lost my mind! My four siblings in all fairness did what they could - even though the day to day to day fell completely on me! Going to school full time - I had to leave them for classes.. hard to do!!
I have still been logging in - all I could do most days... Been too tired to exercise, on top of issue with my darn ankle - I see a surgeon in January... UGH! I am not ready to face my 10th surgery! (not on the foot, just in general) This would be my 2nd surgery on the foot..
Christmas is going to be very nice - my son and new daughter are coming home for Christmas. Emotionally I am a MESS. Pulled in too many directions, not enough support... not enough prayer time, church time, ME time... which equals bible time, music to worship,ect. I need a vacation away from it all -
One day and One issue at a time!
God Bless you all!