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Year 1 Day 88 (Day 453)

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

It has been such a long day :( I went to bed last night at around 11 and I slept until 2 am. Then I was unable to fall back asleep until 6 but even worse is that I was only able to sleep until 7. So I am working on 4 hours of sleep today, thankfully I don't have much to do. After I woke up for good I felt sick to my stomach but I just took some medication and was finally feeling better by 12:30. So my calories are pretty low so far today because I wasn't able to have breakfast. I'm hoping that I'll be able to get a good night's sleep tonight.

The only positive about not being able to fall back asleep was that I got to Skype with Abid for 40 minutes, it was nice to spend a little extra time with him. And then he and I were able to talk again later in the morning, so it was making up for not being able to talk in the evening. I can't wait until we don't have to use Skype to talk and can just see each other at home. It's so hard being apart from him, but I know that this is just as hard for him as it is for me. Our conversation today really showed me a lot, it showed even more of his sweetness and his love for me. He is honestly the most amazing and handsome man that I have ever and will ever meet. I have always known how much he loves me, but I have always had a few fears. Today he calmed one of my biggest fears, that he would not like the way I look. This is something that I have struggled with all along, especially since Abid is so thin. But today I was able to see just how much he loves me, no matter how much or how little I weigh. His heart is pure and he loves me for me. I am so incredibly lucky to have him in my life and I thank God for him every day.

Today we have gotten quite a bit of snow and it still hasn't stopped :( I very much dislike the snow, but thankfully I don't have to drive in it. So today was suppose to be an off day but I felt a yearning to get in some exercise. I worked on my mile time and I took off about a minute and a half. :) I was so proud of myself, but I have a long way to go if I'm going to walk a 5K in under 30 minutes. As long as I keep at my walking, I should be able to decrease my mile time enough that I will be able to achieve my goal.

But I suppose, I am super tired. So I think I'm going to head to bed now. Until next time.

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    yes thank heaven for skype lol.that is what holding me together at the moment being able to see lotfi on skype each day especially with me being stress with ayman being ill and haveing to go into hospital.great on your time.a minute and a half off your best time that is totally awesome. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1950 days ago
    AW, this is so sweet!

    My husband and I were in a long distance relationship during college. This was only a few years ago, but it was before SKYPE so we only got to see each other during breaks. It was tough, but we had trust in each other and loved each other dearly.

    And way to go on decreasing your mile time!! A minute and a half is HUGE!

    1950 days ago
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