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Thursday, December 13, 2012

I just wanted to say thank you to all who responded to my last blog and all the prayers and kind words. I can't tell you how much that all means to me. I'm just writing a quick update blog then I'm going to go off and relax and not worry about a darn thing like I promised myself today. Yesterday got bad. Real bad. I did go get professional help because things got so bad. Let's just say thoughts got dangerous. But I went and got help and I'm okay. Well, I'm not okay, but I am doing a bit better. I called in sick today because I just didn't feel like pushing myself through so much stress so soon after being so bad. It was recommended that I get back to my exercising because it works just as well if not better for people with depression. I can't do that today because my eyes are too swollen and dry to put in my contacts so that I can see. Glasses and sweat don't mix. I will do my best tomorrow, though. Anyway, I just wanted to let you all know that even though I've been MIA all week and not showing support to my friends, I am still here and I think I'm finally on the road to recovery. I hope everyone else is well. Take care, all.
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    hang in there.. hope things get better for you! Hugs...!~
    2011 days ago
    I am glad that you are hanging in there and getting the help that you deserve. Hang in there. I'm sending hugs and prayers your way.
    2012 days ago
    I agree with Tortise110 - your decision to seek help when you needed it makes you SMART. Hang in there -
    2013 days ago
    I love the title of Anne Lamott's newest book: Help, Thanks and Wow: The Essential Prayer. I am so impressed you sought help when you needed it. That makes you SMART. Take care.
    2013 days ago
  • FUNKYJ25
    2013 days ago
    I'm glad that you are okay.
    Keep pressing forward~
    2013 days ago
    Glad you are ok. Remember that there are plenty of people who care about you. Hope that tomorrow goes better for you... just take a deep breath, relax, and exercise for pleasure--for the endorphins, and for the joy of it. Try not to stress... life is hard enough without beating yourself up over little things. You are an amazingly strong person, and you will get through this... just relax! emoticon
    2013 days ago
    Sorry I missed your blog yesterday!!! Glad you are feeling better today. My sister suffers from depression and I have had "bouts" with it too. Hang in there!!! emoticon
    2013 days ago
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