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Connection vs wieght gain....

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

So, I had a ultrasound today, and cringed as they took my weight. My lowest in this whole journey was 274, I am now up to 284...12 pounds in a month???? I was sad to say the least. Then as the ultrasound lady began the test, she had me hold up my stomach....talk about embarassed! I am stressing so much with this pregnancy, about everything. I wish I was able to be more Zen....but my high-strung nature is only magnified right now....... All of my sadness and embarassment faded, if only for a moment, when I saw the baby. The baby now looks like an actual baby instead of a minuture pea. It was flipping around, and dancing inside. At one point he/she fell asleep and the tech said to try to wake him/her up...so being the joker my fiance is, he turned his iphone on and began to blare the Scorpians.....on my stomach....sure enough the kid woke up....once I left and headed to work, I found my self thinking about the gain again, and finding my joy fading by fear.....I sure hope this fades.....soon
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