struggling struggling struggling
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
why do I keep putting so much food into my mouth? I think I've become a comfort eater. I'm tired, so bored by my job, angered everyday by a long difficult commute on public transport. No time and too tired to do anything much between getting home and going to bed. Stopped making meals weeks ago and now just shove crap down my throat. Half a packet of biscuits with a coffee for my evening meal - that's becoming normal. I threw my big clothes away and now can't get into the ones I have left comfortably. No money to buy new ones. Hating the flab that I can see and feel, so much.
2 weeks to try and get some semblance of normal eating back before the excess of xmas. I don't want to be ungrateful, but I DO hope no one has bought me food or alcohol this year....
I MUST be stronger than this.