Complain, Complain, Complain
Tuesday, December 04, 2012
The last few days haven't been great, so I'm going to complain and it is going to be about things that don't really matter but I need to get it out!
My school's cafeteria (the caf) hasn't had good food lately.
The caf didn't have a sandwich line today AND the pesto had about 10x as much oil as it needed.
They are always out of ice and people like to stop in front of me.
I can't plan my meals because they don't post menus until the night before and even then, sometimes they are wrong.
I have 3 papers to write and a project to do and I don't want to.
Last night my fiance and I have had a rough 24 hours and tonight we need to have a "talk." The last few times we've tried to talk have gotten us nowhere and I'm just really sad about it.
I could not understand today's physics lab at all.
I didn't get enough sleep last night.
I'm not good enough at Latin and I'm terrified for the final in that class.
I have so much Latin homework to do and no motivation and very little time.
Speaking of fiances a bit above, I don't actually have one. I call him my fiance on the internet because it sounds better than boyfriend and we've been planning our wedding for awhile, and he has asked me to marry him, but we haven't announced it yet. A ton of people have gotten engaged recently to people they haven't known as long as I've been with my SO, and a girl in my women's studies class got engaged this past weekend. I just want to be able to tell people we're officially getting married! We have the ring picked out, he just needs to get it and cut and replace two stones but it's taking way too long and I'm impatient and I'm sick of everyone getting engaged before me. It's petty and stupid, but I just want people to care about me and be happy for me, but I know I'm not special enough for someone to announce to an entire class, so I'll have to settle for Facebook likes. I better have a ring before J-term.
I just want everything to go away so I can live in a happy fantasy world with unicorns and butterflies and weddings and no fights or homework.
Tomorrow I have aerobics class. So I guess that's good.