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Older and Wiser...

Monday, December 03, 2012

I'm back at 236 after a low of 170 off a high of 281, four years into this mess. Last time I overworked out and ate less than I should have to maintain. I also think I lost the weight for the wrong reason-I wanted to start dating. When I got trimmer, I met a guy who I hope to marry someday. He loves me no matter my size. Maybe I gained it back because I was scared someone finally loved me? Anyway, now I can say it's only for me, to be healthier, fitter, firmer, have more endurance, to look better. I'm embarassed and ashamed of how I gained back a lot of weight, but I know it happens, and furthermore, I know WHY it happened, and I've learned so much on this site and about myself so...Forward.
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