Just close your eyes

Thursday, November 29, 2012

I couldn’t decide how I wanted to start this blog or how it really would turn out. I feel like the past four days have been nothing but a blessing for me. I have been having a really hard work week and home life which constantly makes me want to shut down and lay on the couch or sleep. Instead of giving up, I still went to the gym every day this week and I feel so much happier, stronger, better and more motivated all in four short days..Is that possible? I really hope I don’t mess this up but I do know that the treadmill is my new best friend. I have done nothing but push myself harder than I ever imagined I could (I have sore feet and legs to prove it) and when I am done and drenched in sweat I feel nothing but calmness and a clear mind. If I knew that this was the key to blocking out all of the constant nagging of everyday life I would of hopped on the “jogging/running” ban wagon a long time ago. I have finally accepted that the people that want to be in your life will make themselves present-the rest just don’t even matter. I am done being the girl that everyone runs to when they have problems but when I could use a friend no one is there to return the favor. I am happy to say that right now is all about me. I love being a little selfish.
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    Love your attitude!! You have every right to be a little selfish!!! Keep up the great work, but listen to your body!! emoticon
    2300 days ago
    Love your attitude and you actually have some advice for me in here and I love that. Thank you :)
    2301 days ago
  • PEBBLES706
    I would bet that you deserve to be a little selfish. You're doing great, keep it up
    2301 days ago
    You have found the key now unlock more insights and woo hoo for you.
    2301 days ago
    It does take time to realize that about friendship.. be there when you can for them though. I usually go with the 3 strikes you're out rule.

    Keep on with your.. emoticon
    2302 days ago
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