Just close your eyes
Thursday, November 29, 2012
I couldn’t decide how I wanted to start this blog or how it really would turn out. I feel like the past four days have been nothing but a blessing for me. I have been having a really hard work week and home life which constantly makes me want to shut down and lay on the couch or sleep. Instead of giving up, I still went to the gym every day this week and I feel so much happier, stronger, better and more motivated all in four short days..Is that possible? I really hope I don’t mess this up but I do know that the treadmill is my new best friend. I have done nothing but push myself harder than I ever imagined I could (I have sore feet and legs to prove it) and when I am done and drenched in sweat I feel nothing but calmness and a clear mind. If I knew that this was the key to blocking out all of the constant nagging of everyday life I would of hopped on the “jogging/running” ban wagon a long time ago. I have finally accepted that the people that want to be in your life will make themselves present-the rest just don’t even matter. I am done being the girl that everyone runs to when they have problems but when I could use a friend no one is there to return the favor. I am happy to say that right now is all about me. I love being a little selfish.