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i feel trapped

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Ive put on so much weight. I'm working overnights and I feel trapped. i started drinkong more water and working out again. my food intake is insane. I hate the fact that I can't remember a time in my life since I was 8 that I haven't. Been on some sort of diet. I know I need to change my lifestyle. i know how to eat right and workout. i want to scream right now.
go back a few months and slap myself. fourty pounds ive gained!! 40!!!!
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    Thank you so much for this. I am blogging again. I was upset at work last night.
    2030 days ago
    emoticon I'm reading your background page as I type. I want you to do the same thing (waiting)....And then I read your 7/26 blog and you should too. You have graduated, you've got a GREAT job and you are a great Mom, friend, daughter....Sweetie, you are in Michigan and you need to get a plan NOW before winter so that this doesn't escalate k? And you aren't in need of a diet. You need a lifestyle. When I first "met" you, that is where you were headed. You had just moved to Michigan. Let's press rewind and see if we can get you back to that place confident and strong k? Together we CAN! You are never alone here in sparkland. There is always someone here so come and blog and give a shout out when you need to talk! We're here for you girl! emoticon
    2030 days ago
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