I don't know what's wrong
Saturday, April 14, 2007
I think not eating healthy like i should - is really getting to me.... emotionally. I mean my hormones are outt'a whack. I'm sure eating healthier will help me. And ofcourse i've always known this. I fear getting on the scale and finding that i have gained a tremendous amount of weight. Instead i have slowly slowly lost. Its freaky. I have been doing terrible eating and working-out. Its a miracle that i haven't gained all that i have lost. I think i am dealing with alot of fear. I am scared.
I know that i can do this. I have seen progress and i shouldn't feel this way. but i still just want to cry. And i dont know why.
Maybe its stress and PMS. I dont know.
I think i'll feel better tomorrow. especially if i start keeping track of my meals again. I usually feel better once i start keeping track. and getting back on track.